What's your latest confession?

I seriously pride myself on being a HUGE gleek. I have even made it my mission to get Heather Morris' autograph (Brittany) anyways, I haven't watched gLee this week because I've been really occupied. I've had late night opportunities, but I just don't want to watch it. What in the HECK is wrong with me!? I am a gLeek, everything with me is about gLee, I have shirts and sweaters, a key chain (mind you this is all the stuff that people give me) stickers, a bracelet... Why can't I bring myself to watch gLee? Is it because I was so excited to watch this week's episode to only find out bad news on Tuesday and maybe I can't get over the fact that Tuesday ruined my gLee day!? LOL I am insane.